Skate across the ice, princess.
Mar. 21st, 2007 02:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
At 7:30 this morning I called in to take a day off. I was flat. I hadn't slept well and I couldn't keep my eyes open. I was feeling depressed, I know that can't-get-out-of-bed feeling. I've been heading there since Monday night.
I got a couple more hours of sleep, but I did get up. I'm not needed in the office, but I got myself together and came in. I even thought of something that made me smile, I can't remember what it was, now.
It's not sadness, just a flatness. Sometimes I simply have to kick myself out the door. If I keep moving, I've got to get *somewhere*. Because this is what I promised myself. Just keep going, we can talk about it later.
That's why it bothers me so much when I see someone letting change happen to him or her, instead of actively making choices. My philosophy goes like this: 1)know what you want 2)work toward that 3)put in the effort 4)re-evaluate as needed. Mewling is for babies; cry like you mean it or suck it up.
And because life is sweet, but life is also shit, be considerate and kind. There is right and wrong. If you can't make things better, go crawl in a hole and die.
There's more, but I'm pretty much just muttering without thinking it out at this point, which is a good indication to stop.
I got a couple more hours of sleep, but I did get up. I'm not needed in the office, but I got myself together and came in. I even thought of something that made me smile, I can't remember what it was, now.
It's not sadness, just a flatness. Sometimes I simply have to kick myself out the door. If I keep moving, I've got to get *somewhere*. Because this is what I promised myself. Just keep going, we can talk about it later.
That's why it bothers me so much when I see someone letting change happen to him or her, instead of actively making choices. My philosophy goes like this: 1)know what you want 2)work toward that 3)put in the effort 4)re-evaluate as needed. Mewling is for babies; cry like you mean it or suck it up.
And because life is sweet, but life is also shit, be considerate and kind. There is right and wrong. If you can't make things better, go crawl in a hole and die.
There's more, but I'm pretty much just muttering without thinking it out at this point, which is a good indication to stop.