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My day-to-day is pretty much devoid of validation or praise, and I don't know how to fix that. There isn't even payout on the things that should generate mild affirmation.
It stands out as a major highlight that last week, my niece brainstormed a movie plot over take-out, and we wrapped it up wishing it were a real movie. The creative zone alone was something I keep trying to make happen in my life (with low success).
I've been over two years with my job and I know my bosses aren't the kind to give praise. But I can't seem to make it happen in my personal life, either.
It stands out as a major highlight that last week, my niece brainstormed a movie plot over take-out, and we wrapped it up wishing it were a real movie. The creative zone alone was something I keep trying to make happen in my life (with low success).
I've been over two years with my job and I know my bosses aren't the kind to give praise. But I can't seem to make it happen in my personal life, either.
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Date: 2021-08-19 10:01 pm (UTC)And I couldn't tell you my "trick" if I tried.
Well, no. That's not quite true. I do like writing fairy-tale like stories. I guess you could say that's my fandom. I compare it in my head to making a crazy quilt: taking bits from a bunch of stories, and stitching them together (The foundling child from this story, the jealous king from that story, the scheming court wizard from over there, and how about a talking bird from that-a-wau?)
Sometimes, when I'm really stuck, I'll try telling a really well-known story but switch the hero around: "Rapunzel," from the witch's point of view, or "The Frog King" from the king's valet's point of view. ...That kind of thing.
Or I just don't even try to write a complete thing. Sometimes, I'll just write a scene and leave it at that.
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Date: 2021-08-19 10:08 pm (UTC)Fandom has been my place to do that with other people, instead of being alone in my head with my characters.
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Date: 2021-08-19 10:36 pm (UTC)How does it feel like fandom has changed?
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Date: 2021-08-19 11:43 pm (UTC)In between then and now I was in Tumblr, which was at first engaged, and then shifted with the general cultural change. This is across multiple fandoms and different media.
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Date: 2021-08-20 12:16 am (UTC)~Nod~
I was also wondering if the rise of streaming services (where each franchise is in its own separate universe.
And also, how the big media companies now see themselves in competition with the fans -- see: G.O.T., the final Star Wars trilogy, etc..
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Date: 2021-08-20 12:17 am (UTC)~Nod~
I was also wondering if the rise of streaming services (where each franchise is in its own separate universe.
And also, how the big media companies now see themselves in competition with the fans -- see: G.O.T., the final Star Wars trilogy, etc..
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Date: 2021-08-20 12:54 am (UTC)