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[butterflydreaming]

My day-to-day is pretty much devoid of validation or praise, and I don't know how to fix that. There isn't even payout on the things that should generate mild affirmation.

It stands out as a major highlight that last week, my niece brainstormed a movie plot over take-out, and we wrapped it up wishing it were a real movie. The creative zone alone was something I keep trying to make happen in my life (with low success).

I've been over two years with my job and I know my bosses aren't the kind to give praise. But I can't seem to make it happen in my personal life, either.

Comments

[capri0mni]

I've had periods in my life like that, too. And it sucks. To me, it feels like I'm slowly turning invisible (or at least, semitransparent).

I hope things start sprouting for you, soon. <3

[varina8]

I feel like this year has been harder than last in terms of keeping an even keel. Your dinner and brainstorming with your niece sounds terrific.