butterflydreaming (
butterflydreaming) wrote2006-10-24 10:55 am
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If you have it, you want to share it; if you share it, you don't have it.
I need a confessor. A secret-keeper.
They are good secrets, most of them.
Can I put them in a jar, like fireflies?
Can I bury them in the loam, like seeds?
Can I tuck them into some else's heart, like a windfall of valentines?
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I need to do something. They are as distracting as falling stars.
They are good secrets, most of them.
Can I put them in a jar, like fireflies?
Can I bury them in the loam, like seeds?
Can I tuck them into some else's heart, like a windfall of valentines?
.
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I need to do something. They are as distracting as falling stars.
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i am an imperfect vessel.
but i would be pleased to go on walks where you don't quite talk about them.
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Or maybe I just need to write!
Me, I bottle it up
Peter Murphy says it best (http://uppercutmusic.com/artist_p/peter_murphy_lyrics/cuts_you_up_lyrics.html).
I find that the longer I am in association with the rest of the human race, the less I feel compelled (or desiring) to unburden myself. there are thins I would share with a trusted lover that I would not share with a friend, and vice versa.
I care not for the practice of organized therapy, and yet have the ocassional desire to be a counselor.
When the time is right, I find that I can confess or relate the thing that moves me to the right person. I have one that I kept in side for almost 25 years, and haven't let out again.
I have some that stay cloistered for brief seconds, and some that I will take to my grave.
Secret also means to keep safe. I love nouns that are really verbs or adjectives. So delightfully misleading.
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Those are the best kind though. I can open up my little box of secrets and smile at every single one. :)
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They would bloom with the most beautiful flowers, wouldn't they?
Secrets can be tricky, and they can be dear. I just talk to myself constantly, and that relives the pressure. Not something I recommend for everyone though.
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