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butterflydreaming) wrote2006-10-11 09:10 am
butterflydreaming) wrote2006-10-11 09:10 am
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Dear Uterus,
Stop punishing me for not filling you with baby. It's not going to happen -- ever! No matter who wants one or thinks that *I* want one.
No love,
Me
You know I never post about my cycle, but, cripes, this one is awful. The horrid emotional thing was a trade off for less pain, I thought, but I thought wrong. It's inverse proportions, as I'm not sobbing today while I'm wishing I could have taken a sick day for ouch.
I've been wanting a cigarette, it's that bad.
I don't want to tell my MD that emotional issues are the norm for me. I wonder if I can lie and say it's just bad during my period? I really don't want to go on birth control pills or anything that alters my hormones... and I think I may just be being stubborn at this point.
Ah, but is it bad because I'm out-of-kilter, or am I out-of-kilter because of the other things?
Stop punishing me for not filling you with baby. It's not going to happen -- ever! No matter who wants one or thinks that *I* want one.
No love,
Me
You know I never post about my cycle, but, cripes, this one is awful. The horrid emotional thing was a trade off for less pain, I thought, but I thought wrong. It's inverse proportions, as I'm not sobbing today while I'm wishing I could have taken a sick day for ouch.
I've been wanting a cigarette, it's that bad.
I don't want to tell my MD that emotional issues are the norm for me. I wonder if I can lie and say it's just bad during my period? I really don't want to go on birth control pills or anything that alters my hormones... and I think I may just be being stubborn at this point.
Ah, but is it bad because I'm out-of-kilter, or am I out-of-kilter because of the other things?