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Odd. I seem to have made it through. I kept moving forward. Now I am someplace else. I feel a pleasant equilibrium, most of these days.
Time to rock the boat! Not really, but -- I'm not good at leaving well enough alone.
With all the murky water that has gone past the bridge that connects my trust and love to others, I know that I have a coldness now that I never used to have. It's okay, though. I have someone who loves me intensely. It's a wonder. I might even return to trusting, again. I know how fake and melodramatic that sounds, yet it is true. If I could go back and whisper in my own ear, there are some things that I would tell myself. I could do, and do well, without the aches I still feel.
Time to rock the boat! Not really, but -- I'm not good at leaving well enough alone.
With all the murky water that has gone past the bridge that connects my trust and love to others, I know that I have a coldness now that I never used to have. It's okay, though. I have someone who loves me intensely. It's a wonder. I might even return to trusting, again. I know how fake and melodramatic that sounds, yet it is true. If I could go back and whisper in my own ear, there are some things that I would tell myself. I could do, and do well, without the aches I still feel.