If it makes you feel better, no offense taken on my part. Trust me, you were much more tactful in your ranting than you give yourself credit for. It can be hard to find what you're looking for, especially when you're a well-versed reader and a talented writer as well. The works of yours I've read thus far are extremely well crafted, and I truly enjoy them. Your handle on the Yue/Clow dynamic is powerful and indeed unique. So you have good reason to be dissatisfied. Besides, in CCS, there is a lot of chaff and precious little wheat (of which you would be a tall stalk).

I wish I had some better words of comfort, but here's hoping that some of the little stalks of wheat keep growing. Eventually, they're bound to make a savory, filling bread for you.